one of those days

I can't ever get the pictures to go in the order that I want them in! These are pictures of Felicitys room though!

I still want to get vinyl lettering above the crib that says "Felicity Sage Happiness and Wisdom"

I have had a hard day today! since I had a nap today and so many thoughts and emotions going on I thought I should write to try to get the thought out of my head so hopefully I can go to sleep soon its late and so I hope that this post will make any sence to anyone else cause I know that it will probably be scattered with thoughts, anger, and emotions as I try to get my feelings out...

I know that my due date isnt until Friday but after last night when I thought I was having some good contractions making some progress on my labor of getting my lil girl here. Today I woke up feeling discouraged I dont sleep im awake every hour, had a fight with Russell and then at the doctor I have made no progress in dialation. I am VERY emotional today, yes I do cry very easy I always have but still.. I just want this whole pregnancy thing over and done with because I'm really tired of having no energy to do anything and having none of my clothes fit right so I never feel cute anymore but since Felicity should be here soon I cant bring myself to go shopping for clothes that hopefully wont fit to long! I'm very disliking how sore and swollen my hands and feet are lately. I'm so uncomfortable and I just feel like this pregancy will never end.

I want my clothes to fit again, I want to feel that I look cute I'm tired of feeling so fat, tired and lazy all the time! I want my little girl here so that I can start getting back on the road to feeling like me again. I am tired of this cold weather I need the warmth of the sun so summer needs to hurry here fast! gurrr well since my husband just got home from work I guess I will go and try to sleep hopefully things will be better tomorrow

38 weeks

wow 38 weeks it really is so nice to see those single digits there on the right. My Mom and Myndee thought it would be fun to come and paint Felicity's room last week but didn't finish her room so all of her stuff is all over my house and my house is feeling quite cluttered and messy!! When/ if they ever finish the nursery I will post pictures...

I have had very little energy I have just wanted to stay home and be lazy I did have a doctor appointment yesterday I have made a little more progress she is even lower then last week but not quite dilated yet but pretty close to a 1:( I have another doc. appointment next Wednesday so hopefully I will make more progress this next week. Do any of you have good ideas to help getting labor going? I would love to hear them because I really don't want to have to be induced because I would really love to go without an epidural and I've heard being induced make labor harder!!

I can't believe it is SNOWING outside really Mother Nature it is the end of April it is not supposed to be snowing!! My immune system is already so shot that I cant seem to stay feeling well when the weather is cold! So Mother Nature please warm up so that I can stay feeling good since Felicity's due date is getting so close. Thanks!

I LOVE...

My new favorite thing is Netflix. Why do I LoVe it so much you may ask? Well here is why.. For only 10 dollars a month and I can watch as many Tv show and movies on my computer PLUS over our WII!!

My latest addiction is the seasons of LOST! I am on season 5 already..

36 and a half weeks

I'm so exhausted, since about Saturday I have had this horrible dry cough that would hurt my chest and really low in my pelvis and since sleeping is already a challenge it has been nearly impossible to get any rest.

This Morning I decided to call our family doctor to get this cough checked out and hopefully get something to help me feel better. Russell ended up having to go into work this morning ON HIS DAY OFF OF COURSE! Well the doctor would be able to get me in this afternoon at 2:30 pm so great that would work Russell would be back by then so We'll be there!

I spent the whole morning in bed resting and watching some of season 2 of lost on netflix. At noon I decided to get up and get ready for the day and things done around the house. Our pilot light on our water heater keeps going out again hopefully someone will be here to look at it tomorrow anyway more on that later.. Russell got home around 1pm at about 2pm I started getting dressed ready to go see the doctor I was coughing.. then um.. some liquid leaked enough to the floor! I was super nervous, excited, and felt so horrible. I called my OB right before we left to go the family doctor and after talking to me they said to come in at 330 after the family doctor to make sure it wasn't amionic fluid.

At the family doctor I learned that my dry cough is just viral so I guess it's good that I don't have bronchitis but also being prego means there is very little that I can take so basically that sucks that I just have to be miserable. All of our doctors are at St. Marks Hospital so after the family doctor we headed to the other side of the hospital to my OB office.

I was contracting, mostly just uncomfortable, then finally they called me back I didn't know what was going on and I was pretty nervous when they took my blood pressure it was pretty high so they had me lie down till the midwife came in and checked me. Toni started just talking to me and asking questions then checked my blood pressure it was back down to normal so we were good. She did a few test examinations and everything was normal on her test so no rupture or anything like that whether that is a good thing or not sure.. :/ since I feel horrible I had not felt Felicity move much today or yesterday so because of that Toni sent me down to maternal-fetal so that they could check the aminonic fluid and monitor her heart beat. My lvls were fine just in the middle of what they like to see and her heart and movement looked good so I was just caught up in being sick that I wasn't paying close enough attention to her.

Well I am home with a HUGE headache, a HORRIBLE cough, and SUPER achy body but happy that we a fine and lets hope Felicity will be here soon!

Baby Cupcakes!!

Don't you think theses cupcakes just so adorable? I sure think so :) they were made for my baby shower. I'm sad that I didn't get more pictures taken! I am so thankful for wonderful mom and sisters who spent so much time and work making the party so fun~ full of all kinds of games and food! Thank you to all who came I got so many wonderful gifts so I am feeling more at ease now that I actually have stuff for Felicity! My due date is May 7th so only 6 more weeks to go I can't believe it!!

St. Patricks Day

St. Patricks Day is also my Daddy's Birthday so we all went out to eat at Texas Roadhouse I have only been there one other time the food was very good, I ate WAY TO MANY OF THE ROLLS but they were amazing!! :) Marci is crafty with all her hair bows she makes for her girls I just love them!!

we had to embarrass dad just a little we had them sing and he had to sit on the saddle it was great and he was such a good sport!! :)